urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nsrii Nick Nick 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nsrii:60597 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z John Lennon : Working Class Hero life's been crazy lately. it's weird waking up one day and realizing you're old. i am seriously in awe of my life and how, when i was younger, i felt i was in control of my destiny and that i could make or create anything i wanted in my life. now it seems like life's just going with me along as a passenger.<br /><br />in a few days i'm going to own a house. a home. christ fuck, for crying out loud...i've become my parents.<br /><br />there are other things going on that make things seem a little surreal to me, but that's for another time.<br /><br />i've pretty much stopped drinking, which makes the weekends seem longer and less painful. <br /><br />good times.